how i become sissy

[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]for me i have had a lot of experience which has troubled me since i was too young:[/font]

[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]when i was 11 i remember playing with my friends undressing and touching their penises and butt but it made no sense and for the sake of playing. the turn in history that an old lady from our neighbor saw us and the next day she comforts me and threatens to tell my parents that I was young and scared so I beg her to keep a secret and let it go. .she lets me go and has promised never to tell anyone if I obey her.[/font]

[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]I don't know if you are going to believe this part but I swear to you what happened next: a few days later she invited me over to her house and forced me to suck her husband's penis !! imagine an 11 year old boy giving a blowjob to a 50+ fat pervert while his wife watches and spanks me sometimes playing with my ass. it was brutal the humiliation because I refused at first. even me not knowing what i am being asked to do but it was something wrong she told me if i do this once it will be the last time i would believe her but it was obviously a lie and she said since I had done it once it made me guilty like them. Thank goodness this only happened 4-6 times before they left town.[/font]


[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]it was a horrible experience, it changed me from the inside because I can't tell anyone about it. I was afraid that no one would believe me and I will be punished for what I did even if I was forced to. It changes me because I remember the old slut telling me that she had never seen her husband love blowjobs like when I did she told me that I am good at sucking penis . for some reason even the feeling of guilt and loathing for what I'm doing but somewhere inside I like it.[/font]


[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]So at 16, I was giving a blowjob to 2 or 3 guys I know but it's because there is nothing else that I refused penetration or even tactile kisses because I disgust guys and i don't like them. here is the problem i feel straight i love girls and i had sex with them normally but i love sucking cock even i hate being with men. year ..[/font]


[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]At 26 not too long ago, another big sexual incident happened to me. I was on the bus back from college and it was full. I was in the back of the bus to avoid pushing people. I stood next to this old couple (wife was at least 50 and husband 60 or over), put on my headphones and started listening to music. the old lady has a gorgeous body and a nice ass so when i was looking at her ass her husband saw what i was doing so i was ashamed of my behavior and i feel kissed i tried to change places but the bus was full. I went back to my music and closed my eyes to forget what had happened. Suddenly after a while I felt someone touch my cock! I was shocked that it was the husband, I denied at first seeing this as unintentional but after it wasn't he started grabbing my cock and playing with his hand trying to bandage me. i was shocked and couldn't do nothing and had nothing to say and was afraid of other people's reaction but things didn't end there and the big other shock the woman started to fiddle with me ass too, she kept rubbing and squeezing me and when I turned around she smiled at me giving an expression to look away and keep her calm. with the time of about 10 minutes contacting women and her husband from behind with my penis i had a wonderful feeling it was beyond description until i had an orgasm and I cum in my pants. this when the husband notices it and turns to his wife and laughs. after that, without even speaking, he notes his number and gives it to me and goes down to the next station as if nothing had happened. I did not call them and I still have the number it was true I liked it but they are still strange people and I do not know them.[/font]


[font=Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", -apple-system, Arial, sans-serif]after this incident it confused me even more because after a while I started to secretly wear women's clothes and underwear and I like it because I feel good and relaxed. around this time, I discovered that I loved foot fetish and being submissive to girls.[/font]